4-14-25

crazy lately thought that someone could save me hope i'm tasty thaw that frozen meat baby hands are shaking could swear that you hate me getting hazy stuck in a permanent daydream stuck in a permanent daydream stuck in a permanent daydream cage me break me just please don't forsake me i've got rabies am i really worth saving kind of maybe could swear that you hate me always hazy stuck in a permanent daydream stuck in a permanent daydream stuck in a permanent daydream

i'm cyra wirth and i dissociate a lot. things mostly feel like a daydream, a memory, sometimes even feeling like fiction. "go nowhere" is, in part, about that. i hope that expressing it through art can ease it, even for a short period of time, and i hope to comfort those who struggle similarly. i don't want to be stuck in a daydream. thankfully, therapy is helping. if you also struggle with dissociation, depersonalization, and/or derealization, just know that i see you, i feel for you.

"Go Nowhere" feels a bit revealing to release. It expresses a part of me I rarely show acquaintances or the broader public. I always end up feeling a little embarrassed after I put out new music, but it relieves me to see that people relate to it. That it resonates with people. That's what it's all about for me at the end of the day. It's all about a song of mine helping someone in some way big or small. To those of you that have sent me DMs or comments or whatever talking about stuff like that: thank you. it means the world to hear. luv u all